Where I can freely express myself

Friends ....

Realise, people arent just get jealous in relationship.
They get jealous over friendship too.

Guess when people start to get possessive over people, then jealousy cometh.

Right or wrong?

Hmm...
In a r'ship, people get jealous when they see their the other half getting close to the opp sex or closer to their friends than them, rt?

Is this consider possessiveness?

Same thing for friendship ba.

It dont feel good to get caught in between friends, or being seen as goody-two-shoes.

Why goody-two-shoes?
guess some people had this mentality as,
if I complained to you abt someone, I expect you not to be close to that someone, rt?
And if u get close, u r seen as goody-two-shoes. no ?

Haiz, dont know la.

I also dont like people to compare me with others and then got used as a suan-ing tool against each other. so stupid.
I mean, make mi feel so stupid, used by people. I hate this kind of feeling.
Haiz.

I also dont like the fact like...
someone tell me something bad abt tis person, then finish up with this sentence saying:
"Er, not wanting you to think bad of tat person, jus telling you how i feel"
At times, i know and feel, its sincere, coz they just want to get it off their heart,
(I say things like tis b4. hee... )
but at times i feel deep down their heart, they hope you stay far far from tat person too.

you know, at times i wonder, when people talk bad of someone,
either they really hope you like them, dont like that someone,
or that they feel threatened, thus say things to make u stay far away and not be a threat to them (friendship or relationship).

If this considered as selfishness?

Er, the above not related to my problem la, jus suddenly thought of it, so blog it down lor.
Well, you know, I'm a "gan qing feng fu" de ren.. hee...

I'm someone who get jealous too (Plss.. who wont get jealous le? hee... ), but i know my limits.
Coz I dont like people to treat me in the manner I dislike,
so I wont treat people in that manner as well.

Guess I'm not really making sense right? Haa ...
Just feel like blogging it down, yet in a not-so-obvious manner. *winkz*