Saturday, April 16, 2005

Its fridae time ...

Friday nite, is the nite, feelings so right ....
(There's a song that's supposed to start like this, but.. that's all i rem.. haha ... )

Started to feel, there's nothing to be done on friday nite for me...
And to me i feel, if friday nite, i need to go home direct after work, how bored can that be ...

Since when I start feeling so bored?
Ever since I'm single?

Had been single for 1 mth plus ... coming two mth soon ba.. i think..
Cant really recall the date I finally had a taste of singlehood wor ... hee...

Though when attached tat time, I dont really go out on friday.. Do I?

Memory is failing me, or perhaps, its just me, unwilling to remember any of it.

Just now had read through my prev blog while searching of something.

Suddenly, the posting I made, seems so alien to me.
And I wonder, "Was I the one who wrote all these in the past?"
Wrote postings that was filled with utmost emotion.

I cant seems to be able to connect with it.
The feeling is just different.

Perhaps, I had been shutting myself out from the past.
The past hurts and memories and everything to do with him.

Suddenly, everything about him has seems so vague.
So so vague.

Haha..
As I re-read, my thought change so fast.. as expected of me, is it? Hee ...

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