Monday, July 11, 2005

I'm feeling so so moody now, so sianz now, so not-in-good-mood.

By right I shld be happy and excited, esp when tmr is my big day.
*big day as in birthday, not wedding la*

but somehow, i dont really look forward.
Coz, I dont know what i want to do, who to go out with.

Well, I do got pple askin me out. But ....
Dont feel like le ...

2 guys 2 gers.. haha ..
By right should be honoured, well, I am...

But yet I feel that I want to be alone.
Coz i want to celebrate with someone special, but there's none at the moment.

guy no1, i hesitating coz ... he aint the special someone, though he is real nice and sweet to me.
guy no2, i hesitating coz ... we had no common topic and i dont want to give him the impression that he has a chance?

ger no1 aka mich.. she bery nice.. want treat me to massage. me still tinking though...
ger no2 aka yina.. she bery nice too, wan go makan wif me so i wont b bored ...

I'm thinkin coz right now i'm bery stressed as my exam coming soon. Next mon 1st paper and i not yet prepared for it. =(
two, the feeling is all mixed up, not sure what to do/go or watever.

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