Lately been chatting with my guy friend with regards to r'ship.
Realised my thinking has got abit off.
Haha.. gettin more and more extreme.
Gettin too rational, too logical.
Haha.. the fear of commitment in r'ship is really getting onto me sia.
Right now, I seems to be practicing how to reject sia. Bad bad me... =p
No la, not that alot of pple after me or what, just that, dont feel like gettin into a r'ship.
Thus any guy that come along, the possiblity of gettin rejected is high.
Esp when now i simply scrutinize.
Haha.. scary ya?
Guess just that the right one has not arrived.
And the one, whom I thought, I thought can consider, aint interested in me. =p
Hee...
Firstly, he has a phobia in r'ship, or rather, women.
secondly, his standard is super high lor. I definitely dont fit in it, in terms of looks and figure. Haha ...
thirdly, somehow he looks like a flirt to me, so ....
fourthly, i also dont know, but somehw feel might not last? *ya ya ... there jasmine goes again..*
Anyway, right now, till the right one appears, I wont jump into any r'ship just b'coz I'm feeling lonely, coz right now, other than dont have someone there to cuddle and kiss and hug me, I still have alot of friends ard me by my side. Hee...
I do and still crave and hope for someone to be there for me, to kiss and hug and cuddle me, to make me feel loved and someone for me to love.
But.. perhaps time aint right yet.
Perhaps, mentality aint correct yet.
It takes time .. seriously ...
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