Where I can freely express myself

Sudden emotion makes me want to cry.
And being able to cry out, tears and all does help to "relieve" abit of stress.
Though the aftermath is that, will feeling like crying even more.

Real sudden, perhaps, due to the overwhelmed amount of things to worry abt, to think abt.

Plans and careful steps to be taken.

Am minding / controlling of my tempers / mood swings, in case worsen anything.

Though has anticipated it, somehow the realisation still hit onto me.

Though on surface i look fine n cheery, but perhaps I'm not.

Guess, after all long, I has really mastered, the art of acting nonchalent, that I dont realise it myself.
But deep down, i'm not, as always a emotional person.

Perhaps, my inner emotion trying to release all the tension by crying at that instance.

Just dont feel good, not good at all.

The stress, tension building up.

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Father God,

I pray that you take away all my worries, from me.
Fulfil the needs that i have / want.

Let me strive in things I want to.
Help me pave the future according to what I want / or what You think is right.

I will not be without effort.
Whatever You do / plan, I will just get it done / settled with effort.

God, i laid down everything in front of You.
I know, only You, can give me the strength to get pass all these.
The strength to overcome all obstacles.
The strength to become a better me.

Thank you, Father, for always being here with me.

In Jesus's name I pray to thee,
Amen.

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After drafting this, i feel better.

Guess its always good, to have a revenue to release.

Though at times, sharing it with friends, being there physically will be good.

But at times, i dun want to be always seems whining to my friends.

Thus, blogging it down, is good. =)