Friday, June 23, 2006

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This is so sweeettttt...

Believe all knows how to read in chinese ba...

Should a guy let a ger shed tear for him?
Well, depends for what reasons ba.

If shed tear of joy, eg. after propose of marriage, that's diff.
but if due to the hurt incurred to her, ahhh.. that is a sad sad thing. :(

Hmmm, believe all of us, do shed tears, at one time or another.

Just wondering, do you shed tears in front of people whom you loved, or can be anyone?

For me, i shed tears when i damn angry.
(has been a long time i get so angry, coz now i simply learn to take things lightly, and in a bo-chap manner ba)

I shed tears when i saw / read something touching.

I shed tears when i'm hurt / sad.
(its a sad feeling, i dont want to feel that again!)

The last time i shed tears was when i saw the show on Quan Yi Feng, on how her friends plan a memorable wedding for her. (it seems when she got married in the past, she din really has a 'real' wedding, as in, no celebration.)

I really shed a tear or two.
Coz i was happy for her.
Touched by what her friends did for her. They tear too, definitely.
Sweet to see her husband and daughter, waiting, seeing her, walking towards the husband, as in, the bride, walking towards the groom, that scene ...

Eben was shocked to see me tear.
Haha...

Well, i had tried to control, but was too overwhelmed that the tears just dropped.

It was a happy tear, no doubt. Lucky only he saw, his sis-es or parents din. oops.

I had always control crying in front of the person i loved.

Coz, i feel, it make me look weak. And I dont want to appear weak. Ego thingy la....

Talking abt crying.. I cried the most last year... alot and alot.

Or rather, i cried alot, from 2004 jul to 2005 mar.
Literally once a week... downing my tears with liquor (chivas, red wine.. name it, i drunk it) and sadness.

It was bad, real sad.. something i wont want to happen to myself, ever again. :(

The ME now... basking in happiness.. joy... appreciation from him and for him...
sweetness overwhelmed me every now and then.

Haha.... some might feel... i too extreme, and that now only honeymoon stage.

Yes, perhap it indeed is honeymoon stage, so?

at least now it is indeed sweet, as i never experienced such in the past. really.

Well, my last rship, there's no honeymoon lor. only tears, sadness and occasionally joy ba.
though my past few rships, also has been happy before (coz for me, if i loved, i give my all. no regrets ma)

As for how sweetttt... hmmm.. i consider on whether to blog here anot ba.

Afraid it might be too overly-rated by me le... :p

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