10 Apr 2012 - a year had passed

its been a year ... since my darling had left me.

:(

Time pass really fast, isn't it?
Thinking back, sadness felt, longing intensified, heart ached.

Perhaps one good thing is I still feel he is with me, just that enclosed up.
If only...

but there's no "if only"

Hi my darling ... I miss you so much ...
Miss that silly tilted head, whenever i talked to you (i can understand you trying to understand me)

Miss that greedy and kpo look on your face, whenever you heard plastic bag rustling.

Miss that tao look on your face, sitting and waiting for me to go over to give you tummy rub, instead of you coming over towards me.

Miss your sexy and low bark, inviting us into the house.

Miss that playful and cheeky look on your face, yearning us to play and run with you.

Miss hugging you so much.
Miss smelling and kissing you so much.

So much to miss about you...

Now i can only look at your photo and sigh..