Read Someone's blog just now. He is also from CCS, NP.
Hee...
I dont know him personally. Haha.
The only reason why I notice him is because ....
he looks bery much someone. People who know me well will know who I'm referring to. ;)
They even had the same belief.
But different insitution, of course.
From him, in his blog, he had immerse faith in God, something which,
sad to say and guilty, I had lost touch with
(Lost touch as in, not grown in Him, but He still lives in me.),
due to several reasons.
Well, you can call it reasons or excuses ba.
Each time when I want to dedicate my life to Him,
something will happen and leads me away from Him.
Of course, its my own choice. No one to blame onto.
Perhaps, my will aint strong enough, my faith, aint strong enough. =(
Even now, when there's nothing (such as exteral factors) to hold me back from knowing Him more, its me myself I'm battling with.
Hmm.. Battle is the wrong word to use. Too strong a word, right?
I'm sure, everyone knows, what's right and what's wrong.
Its a matter of doing what you feel like doing.
Esp for me, I always been one who follow emotions and doing whatever I'm happy with, even though, I know, religiously its wrong. Such as .... Drinking? Haha ...
There's others as well, though not so nice to say here.
Discrimination might evolve out of it, so *zipped*
Hee...
Not trying to get something out of here, and of course, in the future, what do I hope to know / be, I'm not sure.
I dont even know what is the reason for this posting.
Perhaps, to remind me of something, or someone or others?
Well ... Haha ....
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